so when did feeling get so hard
darkness fills up every part
that used to be filled with sunshine girl

i've lost my happy way
something so broken beyond repair
i am farther away from you all than i seem

searching through a thick mist for something
that will reflect who i once was
trapped inside this body screaming
only sometimes awake enough to react
to everything around me
reality has slipped away
its falling falling fallen
down a path that seems sober and blank
in comparison to the one
from which this sunshine girl has come

i've lost my happy way
something is so broken beyond repair
i'm much farther away from you all than i seem